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Miko Takeshi |19| Missing-nin (Konoha) | Taijutsu

Independent Naruto OC Blog.
15 Sep '14


I can relate to this

14 Sep '14


SO. I’ve been slowly making my way through each little story and for the sake of not getting too spoiler-y I’m going to only talk about Deidara. His little scene is sooo pretty! I started a photoset and couldn’t resist taking some screencaps…just to see everything drawn so consistently (finally) warmed my heart<3

14 Sep '14
“I constantly wonder how my life looks in other people’s eyes. Do they think I have it easy? Do they think I have nothing going on for myself? Or are they fascinated with who I am? The thing is that no one will ever know my whole story. No one will ever know the things I’ve had to overcome. Not even my closest friends, not even my own family. The thing is that people are so quick to judge now a days. You only see a person from what they want and allow you to see. I always try to look as put together as if can and I guess that’s my way of hiding from the truth. It’s just that way, everyone will assume that everything in my life is okay, that I never go through anything. If only everyone knew how broken I am, and how I’m holding on for dear life on this one last strand that’s recently become very delicate. The truth is that no one really knows me. No one will ever know me and sometimes that scares me, because no one will ever know why I am the way I am.”
14 Sep '14
14 Sep '14

It’s going to take time, much more time than you’d like it to. It’s not that time heals all wounds but rather wounds need time to heal.

Your wounds are deep and complicated. They’ve spent years tearing you apart, keeping you up at night, and twisting you into less than you are.

It will take time. Don’t think about how little or how much. Dot worry about time, focus on healing. Use the time however short or long it takes to take care of yourself from the inside out.

Don’t stuff down your feelings. Don’t pretend to feel what you don’t feel. Be honest with yourself. Be real about your pain. You’ve suffered so much trying to hold it in all these years. Don’t suffer alone anymore. Don’t stay silent about what hurts. You don’t need to be ashamed of the scars you carry. You don’t need to hide your wounds ever again.

You can’t heal when you hide. You can’t recover when you pretend there is nothing to recover from. You can’t get help when you aren’t willing to ask for it. The process of healing requires your full participation. No one can fix you for you. You have to find the will to be healed, and to be helped.

It will take time. You will sway back and forth between who you’ve been and who you hope to be. You will cry a lot more than you’d like. You will find yourself afraid to reach into those awful moments and memories. The process of healing breaks you at times but always to make you whole in the places you’ve been broken.

It will be okay.
It will be okay.
It will be okay.

You deserve to heal.
You deserve to heal.
You deserve to heal.

Let today be the beginning of laying to rest everything that haunts you. Let today be the day you start to let the light into your pain. Let today be the day you see that your story didn’t end with what happened to you. Your story is still being written. Whatever dark things fill your past don’t have to be your present nor future.

We can’t move on until we make peace with what has kept us prisoners. We can’t make peace until we confront what chains us to the past and to pain.

I pray today with all my soul that you’ll no longer choose to run away, numb yourself, hurt yourself, or hate. I pray that today would be a day when you choose to go through your pain and accept the truth of the depth of hurt in your heart so you can begin to heal.

- With love,
Dele (via aprayerfortoday)
14 Sep '14
“No one ever tells you that people will leave your life, unannounced. Sometimes they leave the earth, sometimes they just leave you. Things continue. Tomorrow you will wake up and the sun will be kissing your eyelids and it will be a new day for you to drink too much coffee and reread an old book. You will be okay. No one ever tells you that, either. Days will melt together like some candle you burned down to scraps, and seasons will change. You will fall in and out of love with yourself more times than you’ll ever be able to count. It is important to take the time to appreciate your own fingerprints, your own skin. There will be days when it is all you have.”

- never forget to be kind to yourself. (via splitterherzen)
13 Sep '14




Accompanying piece to demon!Dean making an entrance.

Still playing around with SFX animation, this time with light and glowy effects! Normally, I dig the black wings, but white kinda works better for this one.


Wow, Katy!!!

13 Sep '14


Playing around with smoke fx animation and demon!Dean.

Give me S10 now please.

12 Sep '14


but morning person + not morning person could make the worst (or maybe the best?) otp

"Gooooood morning dear :)" "fuck you and everything you stand for"